Wednesday, September 8, 2010

September 8th

Weigh in, lost 2.8 pounds.  I am really happy with the loss again this week.  During the meeting, we were asked to come up with a goal to reach at the end of the next 7 weeks.  I decided that a 10 lb loss should be attainable given that there will be a Dallas trip during that time where food consumption will be paramount.  We were also asked to identify 8 steps we could take to reach our goals.  I went with the standard things--tracking my points, going to the gym, eating at home.  It felt like I was mailing it in a bit, but really these are the basic things that work for me. 

Meanwhile, working out is also going well.  I have noticed that I am able to increase my speed on the elliptical without my heart rate spiking out of control.  Recovery is also much better.  The other day, I was watching one of the TV's at the gym and caught a little of a weight loss show on Bravo.  There was a group of people in therapy discussing food addiction and emotional connections to food resulting from unstable childhoods.  Normally I don't pay such nonsense any attention, but I have been thinking about the discussion for days now.  Although I own my behavior as an adult, I definitely think habits formed when I was younger that I find difficult to overcome.  I do believe that my environment was chaotic and unpredictable as a child and I found comfort and predictability in what I could consume.  That was an area I could control--it all makes psychological sense.  So, what can I learn and take away from this?  Well, providing a healthy environment for my family is a good start. 

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